David and I took all 3 kids to school this morning. It was Cooper's first day and I am a crazy mess.
It was a lot harder than I expected it to be. I thought I would be okay with it because I've done this before! I like the school. I feel comfortable leaving him there.
So why am I so upset? Well, it's my baby. My last one.
Yes, I've done this before so I know how this first year is going to go. There's a chance I'm going to miss a lot of his firsts.
And I know how fast the time goes. I'm going to blink and he's going to be walking.
It's just sad that it's my last time for all of those things and I'm going to miss out on so much.
My heart is aching just thinking about it.